Dating your husband again
Flash forward a month or so and now I've met this wonderful women, never intended for this to happen and I feel happier than I have been in quite some time, having these open, honest conversations, but my fear is that I haven't grieved enough. I grieved plenty as my wife cycled through cancers ups and downs and I grieved plenty as our marriage cycled up and down. EVENTUALLY A NEIGHBOR INTRODUCED ME TO A GOOD FREIND OF HERS. And after I’d fallen in love and spent countless hours entwined in the connection with him, I decided to stop seeing him.Not because I wasn’t ready, but because By completely letting go and trusting the universe and jumping into intimacy with a man again I found my heart.
After losing a spouse, putting your heart on the line may feel like the last thing in the world you want to do.
In setting boundaries in my love life, I genuinely found myself.
And finally I realized that I could be with a man and, furthermore, consider having a future with someone other than Mark.
We have two wonderful sons and although we stuck It out, our marriage had some issues, she had borderline personality disorder and would often be very angry with me and just flat out mean.
The children were not always spared from this as well she desperately tried to prove herself/ourself through counseling and later medication.